Author’s note: In “Full House,” Stephanie’s character could easily have become a Principal’s Assistant like those down in Australia; her presence as such may well explain some things, as noted in other stories. However, what if she had a really wild child to handle? Could she? This first in a series of (Book Universe) stories will examine just how she might have handled having a very unruly kid, with parents who just won’t fulfill their duties, leaving the schools and others to raise their kid. This story also looks at the unseen battles that can occur at times like this. DEMONS AND ANGELS Fifteen-year-old D.J. Tanner walked into the bedroom of her sisters, Stephanie and Michelle. The girls were about to start fifth and first grade, respectively. And, D.J. had been thinking. Since she'd met Steve, the "most awesome boy ever" in her words, during a class trip to Spain, she hadn't spent as much time with her sisters as she might otherwise. That had bugged her a little. Then, she'd gotten an idea. She walked into their room to see Stephanie, ten,just getting her shoes off. Michelle had already donned her pajamas for bed. "Hey, guys. You know what I was thinking? When was the last time we prayed?" "Last Easter. I ate all that chocolate and prayed I wouldn't get sick," Michelle said. "It was after that," Stephanie said with a grin. She removed her scrunchie and fluffed her long blonde hair so it flopped down over her shoulders. "Not long after, though," she had to admit. "I know. We don't do it like Mom would have with us. And, even she didn't pray with us all the time." Their mother had died in an accident over five years ago. "Still, this will be your first full year as Principal's Assistant, Steph. You've got a lot of responsibility, comforting and disciplining kids and all that. The principal's more than glad to let you handle that job that you've established while he handles administrative duties. But, you can't do it all yourself." Stephanie nodded slowly. Not only was their dad still there to help, but their Uncle Jesse and Aunt Becky - in the third floor attic apartment - and their dad's best friend Joey - who lived in the basement apartment - could also give her advice. However, they couldn’t be with her all the time. And, sometimes she had to make snap decisions. Stephanie reflected on the time she prayed that her "best friend" be found; a favorite stuffed animal named Mr. Bear, which her mother had given her when Michelle was born. She nodded in agreement. That prayer had worked, even though she’d known God was always very busy with more important matters. So, why not pray here, too? Michelle walked over, and the sisters held hands as Michelle said, "But, I don't need any help." "Michelle, the idea is we pray together. Just believe, and pray what comes into your heart." D.J. sensed Michelle was likely too young to understand salvation by grace through faith, or other things. But, she would be helping to get her youngest sister off on the right path this way, as she had done with other things. Though Jesse and Joey had moved in as the primary care givers, D.J. had still been quite Mom-like at times. The older sisters were mystified, though. After D.J. asked for “wisdom and guidance for Stephanie,” and Stephanie prayed to have a good, safe, fun year, Michelle prayed, "And please give Stephanie patience when she handles the really bad kids." Michelle scrunched up her face as if she'd bitten into something very yucky as she said this. Stephanie looked oddly at Michelle. "We don't have any kids that bad at our school," she said with great confidence. With childlike innocence, Michelle shrugged. Something had made her think of that, and she didn’t know why. "I know. I just felt like praying it." Danny Tanner, their dad, walked in after watching for a moment. "Well, I'm sure it worked," he said as he picked Michelle up, carried her over to her bed, and began tucking her in. He turned back to D.J. and said, "You know, honey, Uncle Jesse and Joey moved in to help. But, I've really been proud of you. You've always been there when needed. I didn't get as involved in stuff like prayer, not like your mom, but..." He caught himself rambling in his typical way. "Well, anyway, I'm glad you thought of that. I'm sure it helped." Jesse nodded. He'd walked across the hall after retrieving something in Danny's office. He wore a cross necklace that had been Pam's. "Yeah, your Mom would be really proud." ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Up in Heaven, Angel Stephanie - A-Stephanie - smiled. A new battlefield was forming in the spiritual realm, one which would test Stephanie to her limits. A battle which formed as the Lord put something in Stephanie's life that He knew she could handle, if she chose and did things right, something that required a person like Stephanie to handle. The guardian angel watched and waited, as all Heavenly angels did, for commands from God Being angels of light, and not the ones that had rebelled, these angels would obey. The prayer, prompted by God the Holy Spirit in D.J., and aided by Stephanie and the blissful innocence of the young Michelle, had done something very important, though, before the battle even began. A-Stephanie's counterpart, Devil-Stephanie, might have had a part in the battle. That part had been uncertain. But now, D-Stephanie was banished from the battle itself, and could only influence things from the outside. This would greatly increase Stephanie's chances of success in the conflict. D-Stephanie scowled and fumed as she paced up and down. This D-Stephanie was much different from the one in the mortal realm and from A-Stephanie. D-Stephanie had close cropped blonde hair and wore a leather jacket and black pants. Completing the ensemble was three piercings - two in her ears and one in her nose. She had an ever-present scowl and a voice that sounded something like her mortal counterpart but oozed malice in every utterance. The seal on the part of the spiritual realm where she had been banished was tight. Not as tight as the impregnable seal around Stephanie's soul. D-Stephanie still couldn't believe how she'd blown that one! She'd induced Stephanie to fall for temptation by crashing Joey's car through the kitchen. And then what happened? Stephanie had not only come home and confessed, later that evening the then-eight-year-old girl had asked, "Why are you so nice to me?" That had led to a discussion on God's grace and mercy. Stephanie soon was bowing beside her bed and trusting Christ to forgive her for her sins and get her to Heaven. The family didn’t go to church much. But, they still knew that was crucial. Stephanie's soul was forever safe from the devil now. But, D-Stephanie was about to try to mess with other things. Stephanie's nature made her very warm, compassionate, and so on. So, D-Stephanie wasn't very powerful. However, D-Stephanie still had ways to scheme and make Stephanie the most horrible witness she could. With lots of work, maybe she could even make sure Stephanie turned totally from God and entered Heaven embarrassed by having no rewards. No, that would be very hard. But, D-Stephanie could certainly try, from the outside, to wreck things, she thought to herself as she smiled cruelly and looked around the "room with no doors" that was her home. The room matched D-Stephanie's personality and outlook and was a shrine to bad kids everywhere. ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- A van carrying children from Fraser St. Day care to the elementary school of the same name pulled up tot he school. Unlike the other students entering Kindergarten Samantha Lynne Burke - known to all as Sam - had nobody walking to class with her. Even the other Day care kids had at least one parent who anxiously entered Kindergarten with them their first day. Not Sam, though. “Hey, outta my way,” Sam declared, pushing past some kids, almost pushing a couple over. At least she was out of Day care - they had too many rules. Of course, they weren’t as strictly enforced as they could be, with so many kids they could miss something easily enough. But, Sam still thought this scene seemed so much better. Especially because she would be in the day-long Kindergarten program, which two of the three classes were in. Sam wore a t-shirt and thick blue jeans, and wore her black hair cut so short, most would think she was a boy. A newly four-year-old boy, at that, for this five-and-a-half year old girl was small for her age, the result of just of sweets and a very unhealthy diet. Sam noticed some cookies and cartons of milk on a tray, and ran over to grab one of each. The teacher tiredly escorted her back to her seat for story time, and Sam decided to sit there and listen for a few minutes. She didn’t have much of an attention span, but at least something would be going on. But, at the first chance, she would be up doing her own thing. The teacher let out a sigh as the day wore on, and she found herself correcting Sam more and more for her disturbances. This could be a loooong year, she said to herself. Indeed, merely two days later, the teacher had seen one gleefully thrown eraser too many. She escorted Sam to the principal’s office, where she saw two other children waiting in the outer office while Stephanie counseled a homesick boy inside. She instructed Sam to sit in a seat and wait for Stephanie. Maybe this will do some good, she thought to herself. Stephanie was in the office talking to a boy named Peter. She was glad to see his tears were all gone now. “...so I walked my little sister back to her class last year, and introduced her, and said how cool she was. And by the end of the day, she loved it.” “But you said that was her first day last year. I’ve been here three days and I can’t even read yet.” “But, you will. Sometimes these things take time.” Stephanie knew this boy was only in the half-day program from what she’d been told. She understood; it would be hard for him in full-day Kindergarten. “My sister D.J. didn’t even know the girl who’s her best friend now till six months went past.” Stephanie liked to tease D.J.’s friend Kimmy Gibbler, especially because Kimmy was quite dumb at times. But, it was still a good illustration to use. “You’ll find something fun to do, and great people to play with; at least it’s not really scary, huh?” At that moment, she heard a yelp outside. Sam was laughing and pinching another child. She’d also thrown papers around the outer office, which the secretary was frantically trying to clean up. It appeared there were two more homesick or lonesome children there, along with one who made Dennis the Menace look like the model of good behavior. “How rude,” Stephanie scolded as Sam pinched again. Stephanie decided she’d better take care of this situation first. The three others - counting the one in her office - were obviously rather scared of Sam. “Peter, will you please wit outside. I know all three of you just need hugs, but this kid must need a long timeout,” Stephanie said, pulling the girl into her office and closing the door. Before Stephanie could get a word in, though, Sam kicked her. “I’m not listening to any more rules! I had enough of them in Day care and now this place has more!” Stephanie ordered Sam to sit in the corner chair reserved for timeouts. Sam merely stood defiantly as Stephanie glanced at the note the teacher had written, then handed it back tot he secretary. “All right, Sam,” Stephanie scolded/ “All right, Sam!” Sam repeated. “That’s not funny!” “That’s not funny!” Stephanie grinned mightily. The coup de grace for echoers, she said to herself. “I need a long timeout!” “I need...” Sam scowled. She would not be fooled. Instead, she pushed Stephanie hard and tried to bolt out the door. Stephanie glowered, thinking of the pain Sam was causing the other kids and the incredible disobedience she was exhibiting. She grabbed Sam with her left hand, and heard those words that sounded like a mixture of her mother’s and D.J.’s and...some...her dad’s voice: “Remember, use your words.” Instead of hitting, she marched Sam over to the chair, which had not yet been turned around for timeout enforcement. She sat down in it, and put Sam on her lap. She cuddled Sam while talking firmly yet gently to her about why rules were meant to be followed, along with why what she was doing was so bad. She issued a final warning to this roughhouser, all the time wondering what, if anything, Sam’s parents did to teach her manners. “You will find me tough, but fair. I will be forgiving. But, I can also be very tough. Especially if you hurt my little sister, Michelle. Let this be a warning to you. I hear that you already were behaving very badly with others kids, and even hurting them. If you would ever hurt Michelle, the consequences will be quite severe!” Sam shuddered and nodded slowly. She hated rules; but, she knew that this was one she had to listen to for her own good. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ D-Sam snickered and rubbed her hands. “All right. I almost got Stephanie to spank her right away. That really would have wrecked Stephanie’s chances to start getting Sam to be good and respond positively to her.” “Almost only counts in horseshoes and hand grenades,” A-Stephanie remarked. D-Stephanie said, “And atom bombs, don’t forget atom bombs.” “Speaking of which, if I can get Michelle to get into some kind of tussle with Sam tomorrow...” D-Michelle began “Yeah, right. That would never work. Michelle’s too nice,” A-Michelle remarked. “Man, this is maddening; I agree with her,” D-Sam told D-Michelle. The demons all appeared to look like biker chick versions of the physical world counterparts. “But, the key is to get Sam scared of Michelle; she will be anyway, even without the dream I’m going to give her. Then this goody-goody Angel Michelle can’t do anything to help Sam become friends with her.” ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ That night, Sam had a nightmare. She was running through the halls of the school. And, everywhere she looked, there were Michelles. They started chasing her, and finally, she awoke crying. Nobody would come to her, her parents were too exhausted from work. But, she was used to that. Having so little of comfort and care at any time, it seemed, over the years that made Sam so hardened, at only five-and-a-half. The next morning, when she got off the Day care van, she glanced very nervously at Michelle. Michelle looked at her friends Cassie Wilkins and Denise Fraser. “Who’s that, and why does she look scared when she looks over here?” “Maybe there’s a mouse,” Cassie said nervously as she glanced around her on the playground. “There’s no mice here,” Denise said confidently. “Ill go ask her.” Several moments later, Denise walked back and said, “That girl says she’s afraid of you. Talk about weird.” “I’ll say; I don’t even know her. I’ve never seen her, in fact.” Michelle felt sad. She didn’t want anyone to be scared of her. So, she decided to go up to Sam and say “hi.” “Come on,” she said, motioning her friends to follow her. Sam backed up a few steps as Michelle approached her. “It’s okay, I’m not a mouse.” Michelle grinned and added a joke to lighten the mood. “Besides, Joey says you have to run to a chair and stand on it if you see a mouse. That’s what they do in the cartoons.” “Huh?” “See, Joey’s my dad’s best friend. And, he loves cartoons. Anyway, my name’s Michelle.” “I’m Sam,” Sam said, very reluctantly shaking the hand Michelle had extended. “Sam I am. Would you like green eggs and ham,” a boy joked as he walked by. Sam scowled at him. “That’s Jeff. He’s nuts sometimes.” Jeff was Michelle’s class’s clown. He’d also read “green Eggs and ham” recently, and loved to make jokes from it. “You don’t have to look mean at him. If you don’t like it, just say, ‘Jeff, please don’t make fun of my name.’” Sam sighed. She was hearing more rules. And yet, this Michelle was sounding really nice about this one. “Or, you could say something silly. Joey taught me this one. ‘I would not like them in the dirt. I would not like them down my shirt.’” Michelle could hear Jeff chuckling. “Does Joey teach you lots of dumb stuff?” Sam asked. She thought it was a little funny. But, she didn’t want to expose her feelings, lest they be hurt. “It’s not dumb. Joey’s a great guy. He moved in to raise Stephanie, D.J., and I when our mom died.” “Oh.” Suddenly, Sam realized why Stephanie had said that about Michelle. Stephanie was protecting her. It was like some parents she’d heard about, how they looked out for their youngsters. She wished she had parents like that. Michelle told Stephanie once they got home that she’d met Sam. “She’s not afraid of me anymore. In fact, she seemed kind of nice. But, she was rude, too.” “Sam’s like that,” Stephanie related. “She...” How would Stephanie put this? She didn’t want to make it seem too sad to her little sister. “Well, she has quite a few problems. I think I’ll be seeing a lot of her in my office, I’m afraid. “Maybe you should move your office into her classroom,” Michelle suggested. “That might not be a bad idea,” Stephanie dead panned before going to their dad and relating what she’d learned about Sam. As they sat on the couch, Stephanie explained. “Her parents both work a lot. They drop her off at Day care at about 7:30 and pick her up at 6:30. The Day care has reported lots of bad behavior to them, but they haven’t done anything about it. They usually don’t even return the calls, or answer any notes. It’s like they don’t even know she exists.” “This is going to be a rough one, huh? You know, you can let the principal handle this one, I’m sure.” “When I have to; like trying to contact the parents.” Stephanie sighed. “I really should try to see if Sam’s Day care needs any help. I mean, we can work together on stuff.” Danny asked if Sam seemed well cared for physically. “Well, yeah, pretty much. I mean, I think what she gets at Day care or at school is the best stuff she eats. At least, that’s when she probably eats most often. And, she has clean clothes. She takes showers int he locker room of that building the Day care’s in, some of the older kids do that. So, physically, she’s fine. It’s just that attitude,” she said with a little disgust, making her hands form half fists. “Dad, I know I don’t have to do everything. But, that girl needs help. And, I’m going to try to do that.” “Okay. He kissed her on the forehead. “Just remember last year with dance sweetheart. Don’t let it take up all your time like that wound up doing.” “I won’t, Dad.” “Great. Just remember, we’re here to help, whenever you have any questions or need someone to talk to.” “I know, Dad.” “Tell you what, we’ll call the Day care together. Maybe they have concerns you hadn’t heard about or thought of. You don’t have to try to be the mom. But, I guess if you’re not putting too much pressure on yourself, you can try to be a big sister.” “Thanks.” They embraced. Stephanie was really glad to have such a wonderful, supportive family. Sam thought Michelle seemed really nice. However, she continued to have a great distaste for most rules. The frustrating part to her was, Stephanie was so consistent at enforcing them, as were the teachers. She continued to try to fight them, especially when it came to timeout. If a teacher or PA removed recess privileges, which happened often, there didn’t seem to be a way around that. But, she needed to be held down by Stephanie a time or too, until she decided to relent. Her diet got better, though, with Stephanie and the school nurse - whom Stephanie also became quite acquainted with in helping Sam - talking to her about eating better, and trying to ensure she did at school, at least. And, she grew bigger. Which meant that soon, she was able to totally free herself from Stephanie’s grip a time or two when she was being walked over to the timeout chair. Until one day, Stephanie did what she’d done to a few other kids who had been especially nasty or vulgar when being lectured. She didn’t mean to hit; but, she didn’t mean not to, either. It was sort of a reaction. During a long, loud lecture Sam kept taunting and refusing to sit. Finally, she hollered, “Bite me!” at Stephanie, a slang for “make me” that most kids her age didn’t know, Stephanie thought. The next sound was a sharp yelp, , as Stephanie spanked Sam’s bottom. Sam stood there staring at Stephanie, looking ready to cry but also unsure of what had just happened. All she knew was, her bottom was sore. “I’m sorry, Sam,” Stephanie said more calmly, but still with a hint of scolding in her voice. “But, you have been very naughty and disobedient. You could have hurt that kid very badly when you pushed him off the sliding board, and you know it. We’ve talked abut this plenty of times.” They walked to the outer office, where Stephanie reported what she’d had to do. “We’ll let that be her punishment, rather than the timeout, long with no recess for a few days,” Stephanie said stoicly. Inside, she hurt for the girl who was weeping and rubbing her bottom as she walked back to class. Stephanie could tell she’d cracked that hard shell some, with the spank she’d given. But, as always, she felt quite badly about having to do it. ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- In the spiritual realm, D-Sam was excited. She had finally gotten Stephanie to spank her. Stephanie had built a good enough rapport with Sam it hadn’t really damaged things. But, now, if she just worked a little on Stephanie, making her feel Sam couldn’t be dealt with... She received a summons to leave the chessboard; D-Stephanie was calling her. “That does that miserable D-Stephanie want, anyway? ‘Ve been doing all the work, and she hasn’t been able to do diddly squat,” D-Sam mumbled. She stepped out of the chessboard-like arena and wandered into D-Stephanie's lair. "This had better be good," D-Sam hollered at her. "The Day care's almost ready to kick Sam out - the parents won't do anything, and the workers there are on their last nerve. I don't want to miss it when they force Sam's parents to find some other way to take care of a kid they never planned in the first place!" She fumed at D-Stephanie. "Well, just look at the brew I've concocted," D-Stephanie said with a glint in her eye. "You know how Stephanie's at the age when she wants to be popular?" It’s about time, D-Sam thought. Just because she can’t take part in this part of the battle doesn’t mean she can’t do something. "Yeah, so what did you do? Give her a crush on a troublemaker?" "Even better. Kimmy Gibbler will put holes in her head! Am I a genius, or am I a genius?" "I don't know where you're going with this, but if you can tempt Stephanie to let Kimmy put holes in her head, all I can say is, more power to you." ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Stephanie had called Kimmy's house a couple weeks after giving Sam the smack. The weird, rather irresponsible best friend of D.J. had brought over an instrument that looked like it was meant for drilling holes in something far different than earlobes. "Go ahead, let her do it," D-Stephanie whispered in Stephanie's ear. "You can still back out. You know how poor Kimmy is at most other things," A-Stephanie reminded Stephanie. "Don't listen to that do-gooder. Get a life, you don't have to obey every rule. Just tell the kids at school your dad let you. They'll never know the difference," D-Stephanie countered. Stephanie was debating as Kimmy turned on the drill. She decided she would let it happen - she was desperate to get into the in crowd with the Jennifers of her class. Not only that, but the kids might actually see her as more of a woman - like D.J. - with pierced ears. After a while, of course, it started to smart. It hurt a lot worse than she imagined it would. And, she kept hearing a voice along with that pain. "Hypocrite," it resounded. Stephanie's conscience continued to bother her after a couple days. She didn't even feel comfortable telling Allie what she'd done. Here she was trying to make other kids obey rules, while she'd done who knew what to her ears, and deliberately disobeyed her dad. She felt like the biggest hypocrite in the world. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- "You may fire when ready," D-Stephanie told D-Sam. "Cool, thanks. I pretty much rule Sam, even with her feeling okay about Stephanie and Michelle. And, I must say, she's settled a little at school - she'll stay in timeout when Stephanie sends her now. But, they're on their last legs with her at Day care. And, the one girl who could help has such a crisis of confidence..." She sighed. She hated to admit that D-Stephanie was that good; she’d messed up enough other times. Still, she had to admit it. "You have outdone yourself this time." "Hey, let's face it; I might not be allowed on that chessboard because of sporadic prayers over the last few months. But, I can sure tempt Stephanie really good!" ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Stephanie had begun taking medicine for her infected earlobes. But, that couldn't shake the nightmare. As she was walking along the halls of Fraser St. Elementary, she kept hearing the voices calling her a hypocrite. They got louder the faster she ran through the seemingly endless maze of corridors. She eventually woke herself up proclaiming loudly, "I am not a hypocrite!' Danny tiptoed into the girls' bedroom a moment later. "Is everything okay?" Noticing Stephanie sad face, he sat on her bed and put an arm around her. Stephanie leaned her head against his shoulder. "It's okay, Steph." "Dad, I just feel so bad about what I did. I mean, the kids at school look up to me. Now, instead of them saying, 'There goes Stephanie, the girl who always does good,' they'll say, 'There goes Stephanie, the girl who not only broke the rules, she let a complete dummy put holes in her head.' The doctor says it could have been really dangerous!" "Steph, I know it's frustrating. But, don't be too hard on yourself. You've accepted your punishment, you don't need any more tacked on to the time I grounded you, or anything else taken away. I know you've learned your lesson." She supposed so. Still, "That about Sam?" "That about her? Steph, she goes around hurting other people. She won't listen to anything. Personally, I don't think she'll pay any attention to what you've done." "Maybe not." Stephanie sighed. "The principal said the Day care had asked them if they had any ideas on how to handle Sam. They might be calling me here if they need me. Otherwise, they might have to kick Sam out; she might even become a latchkey kid then, Dad. We can't let that happen. And yet, here I am with two ears that are still look like if Rudolph’s nose ever gave out he could guide Santa’s sleight with them." They weren’t really red anymore. But, Stephanie harsh wisecrack helped her let off a little steam. "Steph, Sam won't pay attention, I'm sure. The only thing she cares about is doing what she wants. Nobody ever taught her right from wrong, or even that there is such a concept. All she cares about is that you will make her behave." "You really think so?" Danny looked over at Michelle, who was still sleeping soundly. He whispered, "Steph, you girls all respond very well to the punishments I give. So, they don't have to be very harsh.” He was even more lenient with Michelle than with the others. “Sam won't respond to more lenient discipline, though. She needs to be sat in a corner, rather than just put in a room, right now. She needs very harsh lectures. Steph, Sam needs you to be very firm. You don't need that kind of discipline, so I don't have to be as firm. That's the difference." "So, will she understand that?" “It's hard to say. But, the important thing is, anyone could try to discipline her right now, and she'll fight just because she doesn't want to listen. Not because you didn't listen." "Thanks, Dad." Stephanie thought for a second. "Yeah, she probably will fight me. Unless I give my best lecture. But, what happens with the other kids?" "You can always comfort them later. Now, if you're ready, let's get some sleep. If they do call tomorrow, with that along with school, it'll be a long day for you." "Yeah. One of my toughest." She sighed. She supposed she could do it, though, sore ears and all. After all, she had overcome many other obstacles in her life. ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- A-Stephanie smiled sweetly as she and A-Michelle kept whispering words of encouragement to Stephanie - and to Sam. While D-Sam was very powerful, they were finding that they could whisper words of encouragement in Sam’s ear a little. Maybe not much, but a little. D-Sam laughed with scorn at them. “You better save that for your own earthly charges; I’ve got Sam totally under my control.” “No, you don’t,” A-Michelle responded. “Where there’s life, there’s hope,” A-Stephanie added. “Besides, she’d be below the age of accountability anyway, so even if she were to die she’d still be saved, thanks to Calvary.” “You blabber as much as Stephanie on earth,” D-Sam cried. “Well, while you’re here failing miserably at making Sam think that she has to be nice, your counterparts are making Michelle jealous and doing other nasty things.” “God has that part well in hand,” A-Stephanie retorted. “We’re not the only angels around, and they’re certainly not the only people down on earth.” ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- "Does this kid even have parents?" Becky shook her head and folded her arms. "No, Jess. She has answering machines. They promise to get back to her as soon as possible; but that's generally for a few seconds maybe a day or two later." "Poor kid. At least Stephanie's helping her," Jesse murmured. He'd asked Joey to take over the radio program that they hosted and handle it himself that day. Becky needed to get the twins to their doctors' appointments, and Danny was working on something late for the show he and Becky hosted. When the phone rang, Jesse gave it to Stephanie. From the look on Stephanie's face, he knew right away that this was the call she'd been dreading. Once Stephanie hung up, Jesse said, "They're askin' you to make your office portable, huh?" Stephanie smiled as Jesse's attempt at humor. "Yeah. Sam was playing with something, and some two-year-old came over and grabbed it. They got in a tussle, and Sam scratched him a couple times." Stephanie shook her head. "Don't her parents know she does these things?" "Probably not." Jesse let her snuggle with him on the couch for a second before going to get the car. "I know, it's a horrible situation," he said as he placed an arm her. "But, these are the kind of people who just don't understand they have a responsibility. They figure anyone can do their jobs, and if Sam ever said she wished they were there more, they'd say she was bein' really selfish. So, it's up to someone else to care. Thankfully, she has that someone. A wonderful, loving, and determined girl, who I am proud as heck to call my niece." Stephanie was beaming now. Jesse knew just how to lift peoples' spirits, and tell them exactly what they needed to hear. Some of it was from experience, of course. "Thanks. I guess you know I'm going to have to be pretty tough,” she said as they walked toward the door. Michelle entered the living room. "Where are you going? I thought you were grounded." "I'm just going over to the Day care to take care of a problem. You stay here with D.J. and Steve; they're upstairs studying." "Why can't I come with you?" Jesse knelt down to her level. "Listen, Steph has to deal with Sam. And, Sam scratched up a little two-year-old. She doesn't want you to get hurt." "I don't want Stephanie to get hurt, either," Michelle insisted. "Don't worry. Once I start yelling, she won't do it anymore. In fact, you're more than welcome to sit on the front stoop. You might be able to hear my lecturing from there," Stephanie quipped. Stephanie thought about what Jesse had said as she rode with him to the Day care. He was right. She was a good girl. One mistake was not the end of her career. It was just another obstacle to be overcome. Stephanie would easily rebound and handle this situation. The only depressing thing was, as Michelle said, she was grounded. This was not the sort of thing to bring relief as a break from being stuck at home. "I'll wait here in the parking lot for you to come out, unless you need me." "It's okay, Uncle Jesse." Stephanie got out of the car. "I'm the principal. I have a mouth and I know how to use it," she joked. "Yeah, well, just remember, there's other kids there. Of course, I don't need to tell you that. That's one of the things you do best, comforting them when they're scared." Stephanie agreed. She supposed she understood that really well, given how she felt sometimes. Indeed, while she had never been to this part of the community center - only the preschool and clubhouse part, the latter of which had housed Honeybee club meetings - memories came flooding back in bits and pieces. Running outside with several other preschoolers to see a nest a family of robins had built in a tree one spring, for instance. Sam could have such fun memories, too. But, she never listened long enough to have them. "Hi, I'm Stephanie Tanner," she informed the Day care worker at the front door. When told that Sam wouldn't even stay in the timeout room they had set aside for the especially rowdy kids - as opposed to the simple chair in the corner - she became furious. "All right, kids. You are about to hear some very loud yelling. I suggest you cover your ears," she informed the other ones, before glaring hard and walking right toward Sam. Sam, for her part, was stunned. She had never expected Stephanie to show up at Day care. She was a principal's aide; principal's aides didn't leave the school, did they? Well, maybe they did, since they were also students, but still, shouldn't she be home? Instead, as Stephanie started lecturing, Sam realized that this girl was going to make her behave, one way or another. And, the rules she laid down here were obviously going to be as firm as those in school. Remembering what had happened when she had blurted out "bite me," Sam remained quiet. And cowed, as Stephanie got in her face. Her lower lip quivered nervously, but she wouldn’t show how frightened she was. She felt like she had to maintain a tough attitude - it was hard enough dealing with parents who never cared, or Day care workers who were way too busy. Of course, this Stephanie seemed to care sometimes. But, Sam was more interested in being good because Stephanie was being so loud. And, Sam didn’t like that yelling one bit, either. Stephanie’s concern for her at other times certainly helped her decide to behave, though. She’d spent much time talking with her and being nice to her. And, that was having some impact, though she still felt the need to have that thick wall around her. ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- D-Stephanie sneered. She'd always done a good job of trying to damage Stephanie's relationships - that was her strong suit. Not that it helped much with this loving family. But, she had gotten Stephanie really mad at D.J. once when D.J. had been hanging around pop singer Tommy Page, whom Stephanie had had a crush on. It was comical, Stephanie thinking that D.J. was stealing her "boyfriend." And now, it was Michelle who was feeling a little down, because Stephanie had gone to see Sam and hadn’t taken her. And, she’d tried to spend a fair amount of time talking with Sam at other times recently, too, trying to show her someone cared. However, that was all D-Stephanie could do. The tightly knit Tanners were about to patch things up again. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Stephanie walked slowly into D.J.'s room in the physical realm. "Hey, Deej." "How did it go?" D.J. asked as she placed a tender arm around Stephanie's shoulders. "Fine. As well as it can with Sam. Which being translated, means I didn't have to spank her. I think my actually coming to her Day care, plus my volcanic eruption of a lecture, scared her straight." For now, Stephanie told herself. "Well, that should make you feel good," D.J. said with a smile as they sat on her bed. Stephanie knew it should. But, there was just one problem. "Michelle's been a little down lately. I'm worried she thinks I'm spending too much time with Sam. She wanted to go with me when Uncle Jesse took me today, after they called." "I know. She told me you probably thought it was too dangerous. At least, that's what she guessed." Stephanie smiled. At least Michelle was trying to understand. Still, as she told D.J., "I wanted to take her, in a way - I would have if it was anyone but Sam. I mean, Michelle needs mom time. Or, at least the best we can give. And, all the adults have been pretty busy the last couple days. Plus, you're doing so much lately with Steve; even more than at first." "Sam doesn't even have us, though. She certainly doesn't have parents who care very much, from what you've said." "I know. But..." She searched for words to say. "Look, Aunt Becky came up with a great idea, and I think maybe you should present it to Michelle. Since she seems to want to do stuff with you." "Great! That is it?" "Horseback riding. She still has Rocket, the horse I wanted to buy. That do you say we give Michelle an early Christmas present - horseback riding lessons. Dad says he'll let her do it if she really wants." Stephanie beamed. She thanked D.J., and ran down to Joey's basement apartment, where Michelle and her friend Cassie were playing with some puppets. "Hey, Michelle. I have an idea," she began. Michelle was excited when she heard. She was really enthusiastic about the thought of riding a horse - she loved animals. That a nice Christmas present that would be! --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- D-Stephanie sighed in the spirit realm. "Curses, foiled again," she muttered under her breath. D-Michelle walked up to her and reminded her, "People can fall off horses, you know." "Yeah, but what good is that going to do? Besides, especially for a beginner, even if the Tanners don't pray much, do you realize how many guardian angels are going to be around those animals?" D-Stephanie hollered. "Yeah. I guess that won't be a good idea to distract her from Sam," D-Michelle confessed. "Oh, well, at least I'm invited to the party," she spouted, referring to the chess board of activity surrounding the situation with Sam. "I'll come up with something besides a horse riding disaster." ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- In the physical realm, Stephanie smiled proudly as she and Michelle - who was smelly, exhausted, and very happy - returned home with Danny and Becky from Michelle's first full day of horseback riding. This was one of the best decisions they'd ever made - Michelle was loving it. However, horses stunk to Stephanie; she really couldn't stand the smell. Besides, she was more concerned with Sam, now that Michelle was satisfied. The answering machine beeped as the entered. As she listened, she heard that there had been a problem wherein she had almost been called to lecture Sam again. And, while Sam was leery of her at school, it appeared that Sam was getting so physical with the others that Stephanie would probably be at her wits' end soon once more. Several days later, the call came. Michelle was out horseback riding, and having lots of fun. Meanwhile, Stephanie was stuck at home, still grounded for a few more days. She’d been allowed to go riding with Michelle the one time because, technically, she was doing it in a “Mom-like capacity.” In other words, Danny had wanted to give her a reminder that not every kid she dealt with was totally wild. Stephanie had appreciated that first time. But now, about a week after the first lecture, Sam was once again refusing to listen. And, Stephanie had no choice but to go and try to get her to behave. And, to stay in timeout this time. “Aunt Becky,” she asked as Becky drove her to the Day care. “I’ve heard some people say if we were in the worst parts of San Francisco, I might have a dozen Sams. Is it really that bad?” “Sometimes. Kids who see a lot of bad stuff just copy everything they see. You have to be a lot tougher to live there, just because most of the kids - though not all - will often have at least a little of Sam’s type of wildness.” Stephanie nodded slowly. Deep in her heart, though she didn’t attend church often, something stirred in her heart that said that these kids needed the Lord. They needed to know there was hope outside of what they saw every day. It was a spark that would only become a flame several years later. But, she still thought about the need to teach them. Sam, however, wouldn’t listen to anything, it seemed. Sometimes, kids like her - and, maybe, others - needed one-on-one attention first. “Thanks, Aunt Becky. Wish me luck,” Stephanie said with a smile as she left the car. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ D-Sam clapped her hands with excitement. However, A-Stephanie interrupted her glee. “Stephanie may have spanked Sam again,” A-Stephanie noted. “However, she gave her a chance before when she lectured the first time.” “Ha! Sam scratched her face! And she said the privilege she’d get is that Sam will be able to sit by the time her parents get there.” A-Stephanie nodded. “She would have done that anyway, it was only going to be one smack regardless. And, she showed enough love, too; it’s not like she even made her sit with the sore bottom. She’s going to be good at Day care now.” “No way. Even if I have to wait till the next Principal’s Assistant comes along, or try to make sure there isn’t one, I can still cause lots of headache. Sam will still be a menace.” D-Sam snickered. “And, she still won’t get anything for Christmas. She doesn’t have a family. And, Stephanie and her family and friends will not be able to make up for that.” “I say they can. Just wait,” A-Stephanie proclaimed. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Stephanie smiled as she watched Michelle tear through her Christmas presents. Between all that they'd gotten, plus the special treat - whatever it was - that their Uncle Jesse had planned for them, this was turning into a wonderful day. More wonderful was the fact she hadn't heard from Sam or about her in a couple weeks. "Do you think Sam got anything besides coal?" Michelle asked Stephanie that evening. Stephanie was putting away a few new things that she'd gotten that day. Danny overheard. As he sat with Michelle on her bed, he said, "Honey, I don't think Sam's parents or Santa gave her anything." He couldn't bring himself to say that her parents didn't care at all about their daughter. "Actually, Dad, they did." Stephanie turned and walked over to Michelle. "I called over there when we got back from the soup kitchen where Uncle Jesse took us to help deliver meals. After seeing what some of those kids went through, I really started to feel for her, too. And, her parents bought her all kinds of stuff. That's because that's all they care about - things." "Maybe we should take them to the soup kitchen," Michelle suggested. "Well...it's a little more complex than that," Danny said. "I mean, it's the same, in that they only worry about what they can get. Just like you girls were. But, just seeing a few people down on their luck won't help like it did you." Stephanie nodded slowly as Danny hugged and kissed Michelle, then tucked her in. "Good night, pumpkin. I love you." "I love you too, Daddy." Danny and Stephanie walked out the door, with Danny flipping off the lights. Stephanie spoke the words she hated to speak. "Seeing other people won't help when they can't see the attention and love their own daughter needs." "You're right, Steph.” He placed a loving arm around her as they walked downstairs. "I wish I knew what else to do. I talk with her, I give her lots of positive attention. I try to encourage her. But, nothing seems to work. Although, at least Sam seemed happy that I'd called her house. She told me about all sorts of neat things." "I know. And, what she needs is time. Sweetheart, you're giving her that time. It's just going to take a while. But, she knows you called to wish her ‘Merry Christmas.' And, that will count for something, sometime." "When?" Danny sighed. "I don't know. I really don't know." -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- "Off your duff," D-Stephanie shouted. D-Sam scrambled to her feet and scowled. "Who are you to give orders to me! You and your hare-brained schemes! ‘Get Kimmy to poke holes in Stephanie's ears!' Phooey. You not only didn't help me drive Sam further into the dark side, you couldn’t even give Stephanie a serious infection." "Pipe down, I was blocked by A-Michelle, okay. If Michelle doesn't tell D.J. that Stephanie’s ears hurt, it might last until it's really bad. But, listen, I've got a plan." A-Stephanie came over from the chessboard, the one D-Stephanie was banished from. "How rude!" "You don't even know what it is!" D-Stephanie shouted at her counterpart. "I know that Stephanie is a great kid. I know that she called Sam on Christmas to see how she was, without my having to prod her. Because good always wins out. Like their rebellious Uncle Jesse turning into a good father figure," A-Stephanie retorted. "Oh, go take your ‘good father figure' ideas and blow them on ‘Happy Days' reruns," D-Stephanie hollered. A-Jesse smiled as he walked into the room. This good version of Uncle Jesse - this guardian angel - sported a nice haircut and a business suit, just as Jesse would when making ad presentations. "Hey, I think the Fonz made a great dad. It's like it was with Jesse - he was given responsibility when he moved in with the Tanners, and it really mellowed him out." He turned to A-Stephanie. "Hey, what gives? I got sent over here by the Lord to meet with you, yet this looks like the spiritual battle involving Sam." "I don't know either, except she's got something up her sleeve besides her arm," A-Stephanie explained, pointing to D-Stephanie. "That's right. A multi-pronged attack..." "...Doomed to failure," D-Sam completed. "Wait, wait, you haven't heard the best part." D-Stephanie whispered in D-Sam's ear. D-Sam begin to grin mischievously. "Think we can do it now?" "You bet. I'm ready for some action. That last was too easy. But now..." -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- A couple months into the new semester, in very early March, Stephanie and Allie were eating lunch together. "Hey, Steph, you look a little worried," Allie said. "Oh, it's nothing, Allie. It's just...well, you know that boy, Charles, who I told Uncle Jesse about, and he hasn't been back to school for a week?" Allie nodded. "Well, last night, Uncle Jesse called, and did some checking. He's in another home, a safer home. I mean, I helped get him help, but still, I've been thinking about him so much, then about what the principal said." "That, about training a replacement?" "Yeah. He said the incident made the school board wake up and realize I won't be here forever." "I kind of thought you'd like to move up to Middle School with me," Allie teased. "Yeah, I would. I got a tape to watch when I get home tonight. It's about...well, about situations like with Charles. And, not just abuse, but other stuff, too. Jen's the girl who's likely to be my new replacement. And, she got one too." Allie could tell there was something else. Since she’d met Stephanie in Kindergarten, only a few months after Stephanie's mom had died, Allie had learned to read her like a book. "That else? Michelle still giving you problems?" "Well, not really." She took a long, pensive bite of her sandwich, then continued. "I mean, she accepted her punishment for those ‘Funny Buddy' long distance calls, she didn't try to get out of her early bedtime that week. But, I've just been spending lots of time with her lately so I can make sure there's no further problem." "Yeah, D.J. has enough distractions with her boyfriend and that Kimmy girl she probably has to help a lot. But, cheer up; if her life's any indication, high school will be a lot easier than fifth grade." Stephanie managed a laugh. "Thanks, Allie. Anyway, there's this one boy whose dad left his family who I've been counseling a couple times. Then there's a few other kids with minor problems where I wanted to make sure it didn't grow into something major. But, you know, in all of this, I haven't thought much about Sam." "Kind of slipped your mind, huh?" "Yeah. Allie, something's just...unsettling. It seems like I'm seeing her more and more the last few weeks. Her behavior's getting worse and worse again. I try to talk with her, try to do all I can to help..." Allie put a hand on Stephanie's. "Steph, I know this attitude of yours. I've seen it enough before. You are expecting yourself to do too much. You can't always handle everything. You have other assistants, you know. You wouldn't have to be the only one handling things." "I know. I guess I just feel like it's all up to me. Especially with someone like Charles - maybe he's what started it. After all, he confided in me about what was going on. Why didn't he confide in any other teachers? Why not in one of his own friends?" Allie looked sympathetically at Stephanie, but said nothing. She simply encouraged her to keep talking. "So, what do you think, Allie? Is Sam getting worse? Have I been missing something in all the timeouts I give?" "I don't know, Steph. You've got a tough job. I don't know how the other girls who have this job, like those down in Australia, do it. But, I know one thing. Stephanie Tanner is the kind of girl who can handle this job." Stephanie brightened. She may not have gotten any concrete advice. But, she felt more confident. And, sometimes, confidence was the best thing a friend could give. "Thanks, Al." "Why couldn't I watch your video with you?" Michelle asked for what seemed like the hundredth time that evening. The six year-old was getting ready for bed in the room she and her sister shared. Stephanie rolled her eyes. "I already told you, Michelle. It had some scary stuff on it. Dad and I had to watch it together." A parents was required so that they could talk about the things with the child, and help them to understand. But, if Stephanie said it that way, maybe Michelle would think he had to comfort her. It hadn’t worked. "I wouldn't have been scared." "That's what you said before you talked Dad into letting you ride the Scream Machine at the amusement park last weekend. Which happened several hours before I woke up with my little sister holding on to me for dear life in my bed because she'd had a nightmare," Stephanie pointed out with a loving, yet firm, smile. The eleven-year-old hastened to add, "Don't worry about me, Michelle. I won't be scared." "Well, if you are you may still come in my bed. But, you have to close your eyes and be quiet," Michelle said, repeating her older sister's rule for her. Stephanie thanked her, then walked upstairs to her Uncle Jesse's attic apartment - the soon-to-be high school graduate Jesse, that was. Stephanie was excited. He had finally gone back to finish school. "Hey, Steph, " Aunt Becky whispered. "The twins just now got to sleep. Do you need to talk?" Jesse and Becky had one-year-old twins. "Yeah, I guess." They walked down to the first floor living room. "You know Sam, right?" "Yeah, that Kindergarten biker chick," Becky joked. "She's not that bad - yet. Although I think they modeled Angelica on Rugrats after her, and her parents each must work seventy hour weeks. They don't have limits for her at all, and their Day care doesn't do a lot better. She thought of it as ‘kiddie prison' because they have rules when I first talked to her." "So it's up to the schools to set limits. Which means you," Becky said, trying to help Stephanie. Stephanie had helped Michelle make friends her first day of Kindergarten the previous year, but Stephanie's harsh but effective lecture to another kid on respect and being nice was what had really sparked interest in teachers in sending kids to Stephanie for help. At first, she was little more than a counselor, but as her fourth grade year wore on, a few discipline problems came to her. More and more did throughout that year, as her position grew into a full-fledged office aide. When Stephanie entered fifth grade, it was just assumed she'd be there to help. However, recently, the school's administrators - sometimes slow, as some institutions are wont to be - had realized that she was graduating at the end of the year, and going on to Middle School. Their complacency had been further shaken by the fact Stephanie had told her Uncle Jesse about a case of abuse she'd been told about. Jesse had then reported the case of the boy name Charles to authorizes. However, the school then realized that not only Stephanie, but future kids in her position would need to be prepared for such things. This had led to her being given the video which her dad - and Uncle Jesse in this case - watched and discussed with her. It concerned certain problems, and signs to look for so the "principal's assistant" could tell if the child were telling the truth if and when the aide were told of them. "You've had a lot to think about lately," Becky said. "Jesse told me about Charles. I guess Sam's parents are the opposite, huh? Charles' dad was a bully; he was really mean." "Exactly. I don't expect there to be any more problems like Charles'. But, I'm running out of things to do with Sam. I mean, I've even smacked her, though I didn't use lots of strength the couple times I did. And it was just a reaction, like the other rare times when kids have been so nasty while I’ve tried to correct them. I just decided it was okay not to listen to that little voice telling me to use my words when I'm angry." "And now, the effect of that has worn off?" Becky speculated. "Well, not totally. She's kind of polite now, but she's still nasty and defiant. The teacher sends lots of reports home about her pushing kids or being mean. And, I can't believe it. I've always been so proud of how nice and polite I've been at school. The worst thing I ever did was call a kid ‘Duckface' a lot one day, and throw bread at him and stuff. Thanks to Uncle Jesse talking with me, and the teacher making me sit with my head down for fifteen minutes after school, I never did anything like that again." And, as she always remarked when talking to kids, she'd accepted that punishment without talking back even though she didn't think it fair at the time. Becky nodded. "Steph, I wish I had an answer for you. I guess you just need to be thankful that most of the kids you handle are either in need of comfort or someone to talk to, or if they are discipline problems they're minor or the kid accepts punishment like Michelle." "Wellll," Stephanie hedged. “Michelle is now very polite. She still doesn't like what Dad did a few weeks ago, but at least she didn't rebel." "Right. Your Uncle Jesse tells me it took you a few days to get things right in your mind about Walter, or ˜Duckface' as your class knew him at first. Michelle will learn," Becky assured her. "I know, it was easy for you. You just got laughed at when you stood up for Walter later, and then you started talking firmly yet lovingly to your friends about how it felt when they got laughed at at different times. But, you know what? I think that showed more maturity than maybe most second graders would have. And, maybe it just showed that you were really cut out to make your mark at school by starting this now permanent position." Stephanie leaned back and thought about it. A smile slowly crept across her face. "You know, Aunt Becky, I think you're right. I guess it's just part of how I expect so much of others, which is because I'm so hard on myself, like Dad says." "Well, keep expecting. Because Sam shouldn't be doing what she does. Every child is different, and what works with one might not work with anyone else or might even scare some, or what you do with one might work with a lot. We’re all made in a special way. You'll find an answer," Becky said. They embraced as Stephanie thanked her and went into the kitchen for a bite to eat. The next day, Stephanie was talking with Jen, the girl who had been tabbed as her replacement. Jen was in fourth grade, although she was eating with fifth graders that day so Steph could talk to her. "...so then, my older brother asks, ‘when will I know it's true love?' And my dad says, ‘When you look at a girl with the same look that you have when you look in the refrigerator now," Jen said with a laugh. Jen was average sized for a new ten year old. But, her older brother, who was in eleventh grade, was six foot two, and ate a lot. An office aide walked up to Stephanie, and handed her a note. "It's from the principal.” Stephanie sighed. Sam had gotten in trouble at recess again for tripping kids and just general bullying. She actually considered threatening to spank her on purpose, than decided against it as she walked to her office. If she did that, it would lessen the effect if Stephanie did have to do it. And, she knew that was a big problem with Sam; Sam needed much different treatment than a good kid in a really ornery phase, or even than one like their Uncle Jesse had been. Sam needed love, even while being punished, but she also needed Stephanie to make large impacts when she lectured or disciplined Sam. Sam had built up such thick walls around herself, and now she was being punished so much, it was losing its effectiveness. A spanking on purpose was about the only thing she could imagine doing. Yet, there was part of Stephanie that couldn’t imagine doing that. Or, even threatening it. Stephanie once again lectured Sam, put her in timeout against the wall, and removed recess privileges from her for a few days. She explained to Jen out of Sam’s hearing that since she spanked Sam the one time several months ago, that at least Sam is staying in her chair. “You don’t like to hit, huh? Neither would I?” “I don’t think you can be very good while enjoying hurting others. It has to be hard for anyone.” Stephanie sighed. “Even doing it on purpose is impossible for me to imagine. I mean, I started saying ‘how rude’ when wee little to keep me from being physical. Even when I’ve done it as a reaction, except for Sam, the kids who have been bigger ones, and it was only if nothing else has worked.” “Well, at least I know now what I’m in for, huh?” “Still want the job?” Stephanie kidded her. Jen nodded. “Yeah. Somebody needs to help these kids to behave.” Stephanie walked Sam back to her teacher, talking along the way about her behavior. When she spoke to the teacher out int he hall, Stephanie learned that Sam had been getting quite a few timeouts and staying after class more, had been quite mean at times, and so on. Stephanie asked the teacher if she thought a spanking would be appropriate. The teacher would only say that it seemed to help last time as far as Sam's respect. When Stephanie asks the principal, the principal said that, sadly, it is an option she would have to consider if need be. And that if Stephanie did make that decision, she would be supported 100%. Stephanie sighed. She was quiet on the way home, hoping that D.J. would be there to listen and help. Thankfully, she was. "Those are some pretty bad things this girl's been doing," D.J. said after a while as they spoke in her room, putting an arm on Stephanie's shoulder. “You know, I've really been proud of you. You have taken charge and really kept that school from having any problems. You've worked with someone like Sam to where she'll respect you. Mom would be so proud." Stephanie loved the huge grin on D.J.'s face. She imagined their mom would be quite proud. However, D.J.'s comment had been totally off topic. "You don't know, either, do you, Deej?" She walked away while saying, "I just don't like the idea of hitting on purpose. I can't stand it, in fact." She whirled around. "I mean, that is such a hard decision to make for anyone. That would Mom have done?" "Well, Steph, we're lucky. Dad always says our hearts are tender enough he'd never have to go through the bottom to get to one. But, some kids are really stubborn. And, Mom might just say that to get to some kids' hearts, you have to go through the bottom once or twice." "Okay, so how would you do it - how would she?" "Well, remember that spanking is very emotional. It doesn't have to hurt much, just be pressure, or a little tingle, really. Having her think about what's being done is what will cause her heart to melt, the fact she's across your knee getting slapped gently three or four time." Stephanie thought a minute. D.J., a veteran babysitter, had sounded just like she imagined their mom would, from the little she recalled of Pam Tanner. "That sounds like Mom. She knew how to get through to kids. But, it also sounds like what she would have done as a last resort to someone in our family. In fact, it sounds a lot like something you would have done back when you were babysitting and had some bad kids," Stephanie remarked. "I think I'd feel better limiting myself to one and making sure it was a little harder. Especially with Sam; she’s smaller than the other kids her age; yet she’s also a lot worse than any I’ve seen. She doesn’t want to recognize there are rules." D.J. reluctantly agreed. "Maybe you're right. I don't know." She shook her head and inhaled deeply. "All I know is, you're handling a problem that none of us has ever faced; even Uncle Jesse wasn't this bad at his worst. I know it's tough. If everyone agrees, then I guess you do it." "Yeah, thanks, Deej." Stephanie walked up to Uncle Jesse and Aunt Becky's attic apartment next. She was very glad for the support her entire family gave her. The important things for a PA was that their families be supportive, as it was impossible to handle the job alone. And, with the Tanners, there was always someone there to talk to. Stephanie realized after discussing the situation that she was nowhere near like Charles’ dad had been. Stephanie wasn’t going to be bullying, she would be doing something that simply was a last resort. She’d be breaking through that rough exterior that Sam had built up, the same as she had the reaction swats. Stephanie would be doing it in love, not in anger. She’d be keeping herself under control. It would have the same effect on Sam as being grounded did on her and most of the kids she knew. Yes, she could let the principal handle this; but she wanted to finish what she’d started. Besides, she cared a lot about Sam. She realized that Joey was probably right. While Joey normally did cartoon voices, he could do others, too. And, he’d pulled out a Winston Churchill voice she never knew he had when he remarked that, “It is not the beginning of the end. But, it may be the end of the beginning.” Stephanie laughed. “You think there’ll be more to do?” “Yeah, Steph, I’m afraid so. But, somehow, I have a feeling after tomorrow, or whatever day it is you have to do it, the hardest part will be over.” Stephanie hoped Joey was right. His childlike faith was just as important for her as his childlike humor was for picking her up when she felt down. Michelle came into their bedroom early that evening. She saw Stephanie sitting on her bed with a large frown, clutching Mr. Bear. "Steph, what's wrong?" Michelle asked. Stephanie sat Mr. Bear down, sat up, and dangled her feet on the side of the bed. Michelle sat beside her. Stephanie let out a sigh. "Michelle, you know Sam, right? That girl in Kindergarten?" "Yeah, she's okay." She saw the look in Stephanie's eyes. Michelle liked to be nice to everyone, but from the look Stephanie was giving, she knew she had to admit it. "She is kind of a meanie," she said lowly. "She pushed a kid off swing at recess today." "That's right, Michelle. She is mean. That's not all she's done bad lately. I talked to her teacher. She's not listening well lately again. She's being very selfish. She accepts some correction. But, she pretty much does what she wants. Her parents don't pay attention to her even when they are home." Michelle shook her head. "She's in big trouble, huh?" "Bugger than you can imagine." Stephanie closed her eyes for a second. "I think the time has come for me to smack her bottom. On purpose." Michelle suddenly got a little teary. "Don't do that, Steph," she said sadly, grabbing Stephanie's arm. "I don't want you to hurt her." Stephanie smiled. She reached over with her other arm, and hugged Michelle. She wished the embrace didn't have to end. It felt so good to be able to hug someone, and have them hug her, when she was down. That was one of there favorite things about the family. They were so warm and tender. And, she and D.J., along with the rest of the family, had done a great job teaching Michelle how to be like that, too. As Michelle sat next to Stephanie again, Stephanie tried to explain to her younger sister. "Michelle, you listen very well. I'm very proud of that. Dad is more lenient with you sometimes than I think he should be. But, D.J.'s right. That works on your heart. You listen when someone yells or has to punish you." "I try. I don't like it, though," Michelle admitted. "You're usually a very good girl. But, Michelle, Sam's different. I've tried setting those limits at school. Even though the parents won't, I've worked with the principal and teachers to try and reward her positive behavior with stickers and things, set limits and enforce them when she disobeys, and so on. And, it isn't working," Stephanie concluded. "It works for me." "It does. You're lucky. You should be very thankful that you do know how to listen," Stephanie said. "But, Sam won't. I only get her for her really bad behavior, especially lately. I used to try and talk with her at other times, but I’ve been so busy recently. I've punished her quite a bit otherwise, but the principal, teachers and I all admit the time has come. You know how I give a smack as a reaction sometimes?" Michelle nodded slowly, tearing up again as she thought of how bad her attitude had been when Stephanie tried to correct her about something one day within a couple months of her fifth birthday. While Stephanie hadn't hit her then, and nobody in their family hit, she realized she was very fortunate. She knew Sam had been a lot sassier than Michelle ever was. But, Michelle also knew some parents did hit for less. She was very thankful to have never been spanked. Since it was the only time anyone in their family had even mentioned the possibility, when D.J. and Stephanie had mentioned it while babysitting her, it had been very emotional for Michelle, even though it hadn’t been imminent if she hadn't started being good. She knew it would have been the gentle slaps D.J. had spoken about, with D.J. trying to only hurt her feelings. It was still a quite scary thought to her. Stephanie put an arm around Michelle. "It's okay, Michelle. I know you're very good, and I'm thankful for that. You accept your punishment when you mess up. But, Sam needs something harsher." "I'll be right back," Michelle said. She suddenly hopped off the bed, and ran out of the door. Stephanie followed her curiously, until she saw Michelle in their dad's room. She was giving him a great big hug. "I'm sorry I was mad at you," she said. "Thanks for being so nice when I'm bad." Danny smiled as he picked her up and hugged her. "It's okay. I love you very much." Stephanie bit her lip. She wished she could have the same impact on Sam by just talking to her. The next day at school, Stephanie got a note in her class. She frowned as she read. Sam had taken a toy she wanted to play with from another kid, then hit him over the head with it. The teacher couldn't get her to apologize, and Sam instead insisted that she could do whatever she wanted. Eventually, it got so bad that Sam got sent to the principal's. Stephanie took the long, slow walk down the steps and through the hall to her office. She saw the little girl, just a little under six years old, sitting with the usual type of clothing - white t-shirt and blue jeans - and a rebellious attitude on her face again. Sam was a little startled to see Stephanie looking somber. Usually when she got sent, Stephanie was quite upset with her. She would even call her by her full name at times. Stephanie tried to be nice to her, and she often was. In fact, Sam sensed that she cared deeply about her from how Stephanie talked at times. But, something was different about this time. Stephanie asked Sam to stand. She pushed the timeout chair in front of the door, then closed her eyes for a moment. She held Sam’s hands in hers, as she sometimes did. Her speech was much calmer and more somber than at other times. "Sam," she began, "I expect the same behavior out of girls as I do boys. Respect. Caring about others. Never wanting to hurt others. I have told you many times how you are expected to behave.” Sam continued to look confused. Stephanie hd tried talking like this before, and Sam hadn’t listened. That would she do now? “She’s not going to like this. I don't want to do it either but it has to be done,” Stephanie thought as she continued to explain how bad Sam’s rebellious attitude really was. Then, with a deep sigh, she sat down, making sure not to look at Sam. She was too busy reminding herself Sam would know she cared. With a quick reflex move Stephanie put Sam over her lap and gave her a sharp spank Stephanie felt badly at seeing this tearful reaction. She would have gotten that kind of reaction from Michelle with just a little swat - and she would have let Michelle cry in her arms. She tenderly put her hands on Sam’s shoulders when they stood, and spoke. "I'm sorry this had to happen, Sam. But, you know that if you had been nice and good to others and listened you would not have gotten spanked." Sam sensed from the warmth in Stephanie's voice that she still cared about her. But, what she thought of most as she walked out of the door weeping and rubbing her bottom was that it hurt, just like she'd been hurting others. She hated to let others see her cry. So, she walked very slowly back to her classroom. Stephanie closed her eyes, feeling incredibly bad as one class of first graders walked to the bathroom for a break. She could hear a few of them who noticed Sam going back - the loudest kids were cracking jokes. Stephanie didn't even feel like saying, "How rude," though Michelle and several others did. This quickly quieted the teasers; Stephanie's favorite saying was at least somewhat common in the halls of Fraser St. Elementary. Michelle was glad the class was pitying Sam. She felt really sorry for her. But, she also saw Stephanie's pained face, and knew she had to do something. Stephanie didn't notice Michelle till she felt her sister's warm embrace. She tenderly hugged her back, glad to be able to use her hands for loving, like she was used to. She didn't want to have to use one to hurt another ever again; especially on purpose. "It's okay, Steph," Michelle said. She could tell Stephanie needed a big hug. "Thanks, Michelle." Michelle then ran up to Sam and gave her a big hug. Sam was shocked by the display of affection. She was even more stunned a moment later, as she waited to go in until her tears were dry. Stephanie actually came up to her and gave her a hug. Why had she done that when she’d just hurt her? Sam wasn’t sure. But, she knew one thing - Stephanie cared about her. She could sense that. And, furthermore, Stephanie was going to do whatever she could to make Sam behave. She didn’t like that part, of course. But, as least Stephanie cared. Michelle called Cassie after school. "Hey, Cassie, my Aunt Becky will take us to the ice cream place," she reported. She'd invited Sam after school before she knew who could take them - but, between the people in her large family, she knew somebody would. Cassie's mom would have probably done so, once she understood the situation. But, now they didn't have to worry about asking her. Stephanie walked into the living room as Michelle hung up the phone. "Hey, you guys are going for ice cream, huh?" she asked. "Yep. We invited Sam, too." Michelle ignored the stunned look on Stephanie's face. "We'll pick her up after we get Cassie." "Uh...Michelle...I don't know if..." "She'll be good, I'm sure. I mean, she can't be that bad, right? I'll be there," Becky concluded, trying to reassure Stephanie. "You should come too, Steph," Michelle told her sister. "Me?! Uh, Michelle, I'm not sure..." "Come on, Steph, she needs a friend." "She needs a mother." Stephanie got a sour look on her face, still remembering how much trouble Sam was. "And, sometimes she needs an armed guard," she quipped. Becky tenderly placed a hand on Stephanie's shoulder. "Look, I know Sam gives you problems. But, she needs to see that someone cares. You spend a lot of time talking to her in school, compared to the time you spend with other kids. But, that's because she doesn't have anyone else. If she sees you caring now, when she's being good, she'll want to be good more often." Stephanie closed her eyes for a moment. She didn't want Sam clinging to her too much; it might make Michelle jealous. But, Michelle had invited her. Not only that, but Stephanie would be gone next year, with Jen replacing her. And, Michelle could grow closer to Sam, instead of Sam clinging to Stephanie. She'd be able to assist in keeping Sam on the right path, too. Maybe this was the start of that. "You're right, Aunt Becky. I'll call the Day care and tell them we'll be there." She beamed with pride at Michelle for a moment, glad to think of her wonderful younger sister, instead of the very mischievous Sam. "Michelle, you're such a great friend. We must be doing something right with you." Stephanie continued to beam as they picked up Cassie and drove to the Day care. She wanted to keep thinking of how gentle, warm, and caring Michelle was - perhaps to a fault in this case. That would take her mind off Sam. But, perhaps Aunt Becky was right, too. Michelle was as good as she was because of constant work by the whole family from the time she was little, and more importantly, constant love. She was ornery, yes, but no more so than any other child would be. She certainly didn't take after their Uncle Jesse, who had been rebellious as a youth. Even Jesse had been nowhere near Sam's wildness. But, still, Stephanie kept reminding herself that hard work could still make Sam into a really delightful girl. At least, by the time she was twelve or thirteen. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ In the spirit realm, A-Stephanie continued to whisper in Stephanie's ear - or, rather, into her heart. "It helps that she's usually so positive," A-Michelle remarked of Stephanie. "Yeah. This is the type of situation that would tax the most patient of mothers, though," A-Stephanie returned. D-Sam appeared behind them and sneered. While D-Stephanie was very weak, almost as weak at times as A-Sam, D-Sam could do the work of both at times. Especially when it came to the chessboard of activity connected with Stephanie's dealings with Sam as Principal Stephanie. "Why don't you give it up; there's no hope." "Are you saying that to Stephanie, or to us?" A-Michelle asked. "Both. I've created a monster - and I love it. Her parents don't care, and now the one person who shows herself as a bit of a friend, that being Michelle, is going to give Sam the shock of her life by bringing Sam's nemesis along." A-Stephanie shook her head. "You've got your nemeses crossed." She and A-Michelle chuckled. "Is that a word?" "Hey, if the Lord can say ˜Let there be light,' and there is light, He can make words come into existence in no time." A-Stephanie told A-Michelle that was true. She then turned to D-Sam. "I promise you, this will work for good. And, by the way, you can tell D-Michelle there that she may as well forget about it. This is not the time for Michelle to pull a prank, and she knows it. It's a couple weeks till April Fools' Day, anyway." D-Michelle gave A-Stephanie the raspberries. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Michelle was thinking out loud as Stephanie and she went to get Sam. "Maybe she can pull a simple joke with me on April Fools' Day." "Sorry, Michelle," Stephanie said, shaking her head. "D.J. and I still want to watch you when you do them. And, Sam gets in too much trouble now to be trusting her to pull jokes. She could hurt too many people." "Okay," Michelle agreed grudgingly. She knew Stephanie was probably right, as she thought about it. Sam did have a pretty wild mind. "Hey, Sam," Michelle said as she noticed Sam coming out hesitantly. "Stephanie wanted to come, too. She'd like to be a friend, too." Stephanie knelt down to Sam's level, and gave her broadest smile. She spoke firmly, yet lovingly. "Sam, this is a very special treat Michelle is giving you by inviting you out like this. I expect you will behave like a good girl. I don't want to have to think about what can happen if you don't, and I don't think you do, either." Sam shook her head slowly. "She'll be good," Michelle declared enthusiastically. "Come on!" With a wide, sweeping motion, Michelle excitedly raced toward Becky's car, urging Sam to follow. Stephanie lagged behind the girls, reminding herself that it was important to have Michelle's childlike faith. Of course she will, she kept telling herself. And, Sam did behave very well then. The following Monday, Michelle met Sam as she got out of the Day care van. She didn't know how Sam would take it. But, she'd seen lots of change in Sam's behavior over the last few days. Maybe Sam would be a good member of the Honeybees, without tearing the place up. Of course, she might think it was boring, but Michelle had to try, at least. Sam had received an invitation when she was five, but nobody int he house had paid any attention. They’d made sure to get her another one now that her sixth birthday had just passed. "Hey, Sam. How would you like to be my visitor tomorrow at our Honeybees meeting?" Sam looked oddly at Michelle for a moment. "You mean that bunch of kids who run around in bee costumes?" The Honeybees held their meetings in the same community center that housed Sam's Day care and a preschool - one could see them entering in their outfits from the Day care's playground. Michelle didn't know better, so she didn't treat the comment as a sarcastic put-down, which it had been. Instead, she laughed - just like Joey would when their Uncle Jesse teased about his childishness. "Yeah. We decided yellow and black look prettier than orange and purple." Sam laughed. "That would look so ugly!" she said, no longer thinking of the jokes like that as dumb. She’d grown to like Michelle over the last few months. "It sure would. So, would you like to come? You'd have a great time. You don't make too many friends here at school. Maybe you would there." Michelle's blunt, harsh comment jolted Sam. It was true. She hadn't made many friends other than Michelle. But, that was because she just wanted her way all the time. Nobody would reach out to Sam, as they were too scared of her. Of course, part that Sam didn't recognize quite yet was that she'd hurt quite a few of her classmates, too. "You...think I could?" Sam asked. She hoped maybe she could find more friends like Michelle. "Sure. We do lots of fun activities. We play games and sing camp songs sometimes. We do all kinds of fun crafts. And I'll be right with you so you won't get in trouble." Sam sighed. Another stinging comment. And yet, she knew it was true. She really found herself liking Michelle, somehow knowing that Michelle was looking out for her. And, Michelle was saying things to her that really made her think - something that was quite important since Sam's conscience was only now really forming When they got to the Honeybees meeting, most of the other kids were quite surprised to see Sam there. They seemed a little fearful, causing Sam to inch closer to Michelle instinctively. In addition, there were numerous murmurings, kids wondering how she could have changed, or saying that the only way they knew they’d be safe is that Michelle would report anything to Stephanie. Sam was a little shocked; she couldn’t imagine how scared these kids were of her. That really hurt was hearing some say that her niceness was fake. That she was only nice because Stephanie was lurking somewhere. The truth was, though Sam had great difficulty, for the first time she was actually thinking about wanting to be nice sometimes. She really did like the thought of having friends. These, unlike her parents, wouldn’t refuse to pay attention to her. “Come on, you guys, let’s give her a chance,” Michelle encouraged them. “She knows how to act nice. It's not like she a ghost or a mouse or something." The girls started giggling. At least that was helping Sam feel a little more comfortable. The fact that she even would say “Yes, Ma’am” like Stephanie had taught her was amazing to some kids. But, Michelle knew she could be good. And, that helped boost Sam’s confidence even more that these kids could be friends. Of course, having to face Stephanie if she wasn’t was the biggest aid. But, at least this was a start. And, after a few weeks, the other kids would warm up to her. At least, while she was there. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- D-Stephanie stood up in the dock as the Judge began to speak. "Hear Ye, Hear Ye. The Court of Infernal Affairs is now in session. The charge before us is that the defendant has been accused of becoming a powerless demon.” As the Underworld audience gasped, D-Stephanie noticed D-Sam in the audience. She knew that it was she who was behind this. She scowled at D-Sam, who returned her dark look with a innocent smile and blew her a kiss, which sent D-Stephanie into paroxysm of rage. “You are a hopeless bungler,” D-Sam shouted. “I have managed to get a new Principal’s Assistant brought in who will be great with good kids, but won’t know how to love the bad ones. Not only but Stephanie’s horror stories will make Jen think Sam needs to be treated more harshly than she does. While you...I would recommend that you be sent to possess a mosquito. But, you couldn’t make a rabid cat bite a bird that was sitting in its litterbox.” --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- At the end of the following week, Michelle saw Sam on the playground after school. "Michelle, guess what?" Sam said energetically. "I went a whole week and didn't have to miss recess once!" "All right!" Michelle gave her a high five. "You know..." Sam didn't know what to say. She choked back tears for a second, thinking of how this girl - and her sister - cared about her. Even though Stephanie was so tough sometimes, Sam could tell she cared. The deep recesses of Sam's mind had still known how to love, but she'd rarely used those recesses. And now, that love was coming out, bit by bit. Sam didn't finish her sentence. Instead, she ran over to the principal and Stephanie, who were talking near the entrance. While many little kids also like to hug the principal's leg, Sam put her arms firmly around Stephanie, who hugged back. Sam wished the hug didn't have to end. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ In the spiritual realm, the chess pieces moved again, with a new chess piece emerging. A-Michelle and A-Stephanie had given D-Sam a look that would melt lead, then broken through the wall and freed A-Sam from her prison. Now, the good part of Sam was free, though still very, very weak. It would take quite a bit of work on the Lord's part, using the team of Stephanie, Michelle, and many other of the Tanners’ friends and family, but it was clear that the tide was turning, slowly, in God's favor. D-Sam folded her arms and gave an evil laugh. "Well, you may have won this battle. But you have not won the war!" -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Stephanie and Michelle waved goodbye to Sam as she left in the Day care van. Stephanie smiled at her younger sister. "Thanks for all your help," she said, placing an arm around her. "Thank you. You guys taught me how to be friends." She thought for a second. "She must drive her parents crazy." Stephanie didn't want to discourage Michelle. She had never done more than gotten one or two short written messages from them. But, she didn't want to expose Michelle to such uncaring attitudes this early. She was getting as protective as Danny in some ways. "Let's just say that...they'd rather let me handle things. I guess they like the way I do things." "I guess so." Michelle inhaled deeply. "It's just sad that she's that bad." "Well, we learned early on, with Mom's death, how to make the best of a bad situation. And, we'll keep doing here, too. It's going to take a lot of work. Like I said at the ice cream place, you're going to have to be a bit like a big sister to her. It's one time when your brutally honest remarks will really help. But, you, and all the rest of us, are going to be able to help her become a wonderful young lady. It'll be hard. But we've got the Lord on our side as a mighty force for good. I know we don't get to church a lot. But, that's one thing I remember - with God, all things are possible." Michelle and Stephanie walked proudly, arm in arm, to Danny's waiting car, confident that - though there may be many struggles ahead - somehow, Sam would one day be as nice as they were.